A bedside vigil has begun for my Grandfather. His body is fighting without any medical intervention, at his wish. It is an amazingly complex thing to watch someone's body take charge in it's own fight to die. He has wanted to go for some time. He told us today that is all he wants right now and my dad told him that it is okay, he can go. The hospice doctor explained to us how his body will lose functioning and I can't believe how strong and depressed he must be to take this choice in hand. God is ready for him and we hope he is comfortable until the end. Use those strong hands in heaven, Grandpa. This world has worn them thin.
posted by Tracey at 6:32 PM
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This is a special post T. If I may make a comment too...
Our grandpa has a view of the sky from his hospice bed. As we sat there and visited with him today, he remarked, "I can see the birds". I looked up and noticed how blue the sky was and its stark contrast to the gloominess of the hospital.
God was there, with us in that moment. I hope that my Grandpa G. knows that he's is loved and never feels a moment of loneliness during this time.
God bless your grandpa, and all of you, as you have given him the gracious permission to let go. It is never an easy decision or an easy time. I hope along with all of you that he will be comfortable and feel the loving support of his family right through till the end.
Tracey -
I wish your Grandpa grace as he transitions through this life. What a difficult time for your family to face. You are in my prayers.
We'll be praying for you and your family, too! It's especially hard around this time of year. I remember those times from Christmas of 2000 with our Grandad Knox. Enjoy the time you all have together.
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